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Looks like I'm punished once again. For the same reasons.. school.
Now I know what you're thinking, what's can be so hard about school? All you have to do is follow a mindless routine of work, tests, good behavior, and being a "do-good rule follower". These, unfortunately, are qualities I cannot cope to have. Qualities I will probably never conform to.
I praise anyone who understands. Let's get som things straight. I don't like to work. I never liked to work. I will most likely pursue a career that doesn't involve work (like blinking, wait nevermind that's work.. sitting.. yeah sitting). Theres nothing wrong with me right? The last time I checked nobody liked to do work. But for some reason they do it anyway.
I don't think it's being "lazy" I think of it as taking an action to something you don't want to do. "Rebelling" if you will. Sure sure, I'm only putting my future in danger, but.. maybe I don't want a future where all that matters in a sheet of paper with grades, or some recommendations in writing by people you never want to see again. Maybe I want a future with more freedoms, and less responsibilities. Maybe I want to live on a desert island and live off the beaches, playing music, bathing in rich sunlight. Am I the only one?
I don't want to end up like some "adults" (I put that in quotations for a reason), that live there lives making money, doing something they don't want to do. It seems that all that matters in this world is money. When do people actually stop and think "What the fuck am I doing? Who knew I'd be paid 200,000 dollars a year to run a country into the ground?", or "150,000 doesn't sound bad for surgically changing people's appearances because they think they look ugly". Some people are making lots of money, but they aren't very happy. And for those that do make money and are happy, isn't that a little.. vain?
(Then it hits me, after writing so much I began to wonder.. what the fuck am I writing?)
Oh well. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm the only one in the world that doesn't believe that "valued-life" of riches and fame. Well.. maybe fame.. but I don't care about money.. (Now I understand why I enjoyed reading about communism so much.. the "money" factor..)
Maybe one day it'll all make sense..
Now I know what you're thinking, what's can be so hard about school? All you have to do is follow a mindless routine of work, tests, good behavior, and being a "do-good rule follower". These, unfortunately, are qualities I cannot cope to have. Qualities I will probably never conform to.
I praise anyone who understands. Let's get som things straight. I don't like to work. I never liked to work. I will most likely pursue a career that doesn't involve work (like blinking, wait nevermind that's work.. sitting.. yeah sitting). Theres nothing wrong with me right? The last time I checked nobody liked to do work. But for some reason they do it anyway.
I don't think it's being "lazy" I think of it as taking an action to something you don't want to do. "Rebelling" if you will. Sure sure, I'm only putting my future in danger, but.. maybe I don't want a future where all that matters in a sheet of paper with grades, or some recommendations in writing by people you never want to see again. Maybe I want a future with more freedoms, and less responsibilities. Maybe I want to live on a desert island and live off the beaches, playing music, bathing in rich sunlight. Am I the only one?
I don't want to end up like some "adults" (I put that in quotations for a reason), that live there lives making money, doing something they don't want to do. It seems that all that matters in this world is money. When do people actually stop and think "What the fuck am I doing? Who knew I'd be paid 200,000 dollars a year to run a country into the ground?", or "150,000 doesn't sound bad for surgically changing people's appearances because they think they look ugly". Some people are making lots of money, but they aren't very happy. And for those that do make money and are happy, isn't that a little.. vain?
(Then it hits me, after writing so much I began to wonder.. what the fuck am I writing?)
Oh well. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm the only one in the world that doesn't believe that "valued-life" of riches and fame. Well.. maybe fame.. but I don't care about money.. (Now I understand why I enjoyed reading about communism so much.. the "money" factor..)
Maybe one day it'll all make sense..
posted by Darzee at 1:55 AM
1 Comments:
haha i agree..but da ppl who do HAVE talent decide not to perform..so theres hidden talent out there =]
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