Maybe Mistake..

I went back to this whole acting thing. To be honest I don't want to do it. It feels hectic as it is. I mean personally there is no stress at all, I just see the potential for it.

I finished this screenplay in two nights. Supposedly it's good. Everyone who's read it laughed, felt something from it, and I've had plenty criticism. I can handle criticism, I'm not going to be a bitch about. I appreciate it that everyone is taking it into careful consideration. I finished and presented it at a dinner tonight. In fact, I enjoyed the responses so much I wanted to run cold-readings for everyone.

Darryl, Ana, Michael, and Jorge did great. Since I'm a friend of theirs I know they won't think of me a bitch if I push them for their roles. I'm happy for myself for having them. As for production starting, I'm thinking in a little more time. I'm excited but at the same time theres the feeling of potential stress. Something is going to go wrong, and I'm feeling it even now.

Sometimes I feel like when I do something I love too much it ends up deteriorating. I see what I become and what would happen to others. When I was running for Speaker of the Senate I noticed I pushed off my friends and my girlfriend. I write these long documents and sure, they know I'm doing it...-

(After finishing talking with Jessica..)

And that sun shined and God said, 'D*****. I love you. Come on nigga, let's go to McDonald's and I'll get you a low fat Big Mac with low calories.'

I am motivated to do this fucking movie. I'm so down like James Brown!
The Hardest Working Man in Show Business

I got the casting down; I hope Junior can put out for it. Hope everyone likes it and is down to do it. Production costs seem low for now, I just can't wait to start shooting. Three cameras, make-up, sound, lighting, cinematography, graphics, its going to be beautiful. I'd love to hear everyone's feedback on it. That script must've been read by ten or more people.

I'm having a rush!